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to my house ;)
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Friday, June 1, 2012
天空在哭啊 @ 7:47 PM
看著你 還真的不知道要哭還是要笑
聽你講東西
真的想哭
一直看著天空
講話都在震
你 應該發現不到吧..
才發現其實我一點都不懂你
原來我以為我瞭解你
其實我甚麼都不懂
但是有一樣東西我確定 和我討論的那個人錯了
但是 還是真的很抱歉
原來你也很痛
只是我沒顧慮到你的感受
一天到晚只是希望自己在痛的時候能的到你的安慰
但是沒想到 如果你痛的時候可能
或許也想得到我的安慰
那是如果你想得到
但畢竟 我甚麼都不是
完全一個身份都沒有的人
有甚麼資格這樣覺得
抱歉 是我太自戀了
真的很對不起
我不會關心人
我也不會安慰人
找我 都是廢的
總有一天
我會找到李大仁的 對吧 ?
該放的 真的是該放了
很捨不得
很感激你.
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Thursday, May 31, 2012
hey June. @ 11:19 PM
hard to believe,
but yes it'd Friday tomorrow.
best of all,
it would be the first day of June already.
crazy much ?
because i realized i haven't been achieving anything for the past months.
like what the hell have i done ?
and almost half a year have passed.
the only few things i remembered were how happy i was on my b'day ,
the surprises & all;
& also how happy i was for my maiden oversea trip.
that's all.
& i'm suppose to sit for the last big bomb this year end.
crap much.
crap so much.
this holiday.
seriously,
done nothing much,
just tuitions & all,
& also some bonding session which i cherished a lot.
it feels good to be appreciated by people.
:)
went for some jogging & hiking too.
that tiredness,
where you can't feel your legs, your heart, your muscle,
as if you were dead.
i love that feeling.
i love it so much.
because the irony is,
after giving so much effort,
giving in so much energy like all your strength have been drained from your body,
leaving you with no soul & no will,
still, you will be still struggling to catch a breath.
you just don't die.
you won't die no matter how you hope you can just sleep away from this world.
even with those pains & strains,
you just can't die.
and i like that feeling.
that feeling of forcing your soulless self to live a life.
a life that is great & blessed enough,
but you still can't feel the passion to live it.
i'm empty.
& i won't die.
that's all i know.
june, be better.
please.
on repeat, payphone :)
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@ 12:16 PM
you don't know how i feel & you will never know .
so don't simply say you feel the same way as i do so easily.
:)
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